it's been a blur...

from just cry... by DempseyRollBoy

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lyrics

2020 took My Heart & Broke it
Almost Sl*t My Throat
I Lost My Mind, I Lost My Focus
I’lI Keep It Real With Y’all
I Died Inside My Life Eroded
Self Destruction
I Can’t Blame A Thing But My Emotions
Especially In The Moment

I Was Too Depressed To Sleep
I Couldn’t Even Blink
I Just Wanted To Run Away
All I Did Was Drink
Anything To Numb All the Pain
I Didn’t Wanna Think
Constantly Repeating Mistakes
Repenting on a Beat…

I Don't Even Know Where I Been At
I Guess It’s Been a Blur
I Thought I Had Sh*t Figured Out
But Tables Turn & Bridges Burn
The Grass is Never Greener
On the Other Side, It’s Always Dirt
I’m Wise Beyond My Years
But Like They Say
"There’s Always More to Learn"

F*ck the Money, F*ck the Notoriety
I Spit the Truth
Music Is My Outlet
& Without It I’d Be F*ckin' Doomed
I Don't Give a F*ck If I Don't Blow Up
Y’all Know Who is Who
The Industry Could Suck My D*ck
It’s Sick, I’m Stayin’ Far Removed

Now I’m Seeing Clearly
I Just Wanna Find Some Happiness
Without It Depending On Someone Else
That’s Not What Happy Is
Loving Yourself For Being Yourself
Is What It Actually Is
Healing Myself Instead of Killing Myself
I Wanna Live…